Broken rules lead to broken hearts

My heart's a mess right now. Not as much as other people, but still, messed up. Why? Some may say fate, some may say it would logically end up like this. I'd like to think that I messed up both ways. How?

I broke one rule.

I liked someone I should never have liked.

Because she was a close friend.

And my book of rules state that that is one of the types of people you should never risk losing.

Did I want to lose her? No, of course not. Did I want us to be something more? Once a long time ago, yes. Now, I still hate myself for saying yes. Yeah broken rules, broken hearts. Whatever.

If given the chance, would I go back and change the past? No. Cause anything that can go wrong, will go wrong.

Get up, move on. Maybe not right now. Some other time.

Signing off,

-theguyintheshadows-